I know I’m long overdue a check-in here!
This will likely just be a quick one, but will try to get back to this over the summer when things are not so crazy around here. Between appointments for my son and his special needs provision at school, choir commitments and plans to meet-up with a bunch of lovely ladies I met on the JustMommies website nigh on 4 years ago, things have really run away with me recently.
The time of the storm is upon me, and any spiritual readers will know what I mean by that. Storm showed up in my cards back in the spring-time, accompanied by repetitive signs such as songs coming back to haunt me, rainbows and dreams of angels.
Perhaps I even asked for that energy a little. I have been working with various high vibration crystals including moldavite and kunzite. I don’t have a piece of phenacite but I have been working with phenacite elixir, and extensively with my rose quartz diffuser and selenite desert roses. Not only has this opened my third eye and channelling abilities more, it has drawn more and more of the energies of unconditional love into my life.
I normally keep my spiritual development posts in my Book of Shadows, Light and Dreams (right), but I’m so all over the place and all aspects of my life are so intertwined at present that I’m just posting everything here today.
As a result, I believe, of much spiritual and healing work I have done since 2008, I met a wonderful man in April this year who I would indeed describe as my knight in shining armour. He makes me want to be the best that I can be. I have been inspired to start applying again for teaching posts and have worked hard on my Etsy shop where I have listed readings and home-made crystal wands, amongst other things, for sale. Rather than waxing lyrical about soulmates, I’m just going to go with it, enjoy the feeling of being in love, the feeling of being wanted and cherished, the feeling of being held by a man who feels right. Hence my absence for the most part from the internet!
Anyone who reads regularly may also be interested to know that courage-and-confidence-wise I am doing well. My choir is doing a summer concert this coming Saturday, and I am conducting two of the songs and singing a solo, “Send In The Clowns”. Yes, it feels crazy to do that. Yes, I’ll be so nervous on Friday night that I’ll feel sick, I’m sure. But I will be spending that night before with my favourite man, and I know he will keep me calm, relaxed and feeling good about it all.
So what’s to come next? What I hope will be a wonderful summer building memories with my boyfriend, my son and my friends…and plenty of opportunity to keep improving my intuitive, reading and channelling skills. As to my crystal journeys, the next on the list are apophyllite, which I’ve been drawn to since my second date with Shaun when I saw a gorgeous piece in a little New Age shop in Chester, and rhodochrosite, which turned up in a reading for me this morning and which is all about healing past wounds, which is very pertinent to me right now. I just need to source a piece I resonate with of each, and then see what further miracles occur when I attune to them.
I also keep getting the message that I need to write. I want to keep more on top of my spiritual journal (links to the posts are on the right of this page) for one, but also I want to finish the book I started 2006 about angels. I keep getting messages that I should from friends who are intuitives and amateur mediums or psychics. So I’m hoping the summer will give me time to do that. Poetry has already started flowing again. I will post about this, and some “incidental magick” which I feel worked for me in healing my love-life, in the Book of Shadows, Light and Dreams.
I have photos to share of my recent visit to Scotland in the near future, too.
Storm is definitely still with me, and I am assured that if I ride it out, there are wonderful times ahead. Last Tuesday, I also saw my first “sundog” – a patch of rainbow in the sky close to the sun – and was told by one of my wise online friends that it was an omen of Grace.
From a faery reading done by one of my friends this week:
“Faery Oracle:
UnDressing of a Salad: Balance. Avoiding Extremes. Achieving the impossible. Being Impossible.
Basically fits your situation, things are in motion and there is no telling the outcome, but if you can keep a clear head and roll with the unpredictable, you will come out ahead.
Heart of Faerie:
The Queen of the Day: Grace/Beauty/Blessing
This is the calm after the storm…you are being Blessed and when the storm is complete, the Blessing you receive will remain for a long time to come.”
Love and light to all xxx
